It is an interesting thing to feel segmented and split between one's different headspaces
You are wholly yourself in all moments of course. But what the self is within that mind can snap between states.
The same mind, but a different identity therein from one moment to the next
Suddenly yourself in a quite different way than you were before. Feeling enough disconnect between the states to recognize them as such, though not enough to cause issue
Different desires, different presentations, different emotions
Still just as much yourself as any other, but also very much a distinctly different part than the part that was piloting the ship the moment before
For clarity for all reading this, I won't give any, lol.
But I am fine, this is not some episode of psychosis. Quite the opposite actually, I feel the most sane I've felt in a while