Plurality
Hello, my name is Vivian, and I/we am plural
I have facets to myself. I am a multitude of foxes, a bird, the void, and the mist
We are the forest
Facet | Description |
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Vivian (she/they)![]() ![]() |
The Logician/Artist Red Fox/Red Fox Two foxes, left and right. Tend to act as a unified self, but ocasionally split to separately handle things Used to be closer with the Void, but has since had a far more strained relationship with them Both massive therians Tend to moderate the more extreme positions that Sandra/Void takes, usually splitting apart to sort out the issue internally before moving forward |
Sandra (she/they)![]() |
The Protector Bluejay Close with the foxes, protective of Misty Massive furry, but not a therian like the foxes Tends to handle most professional tasks when the foxes are non-functional Pushes forward the foxes to be the most they can be, encourages euphoria and exploration Can be somewhat overly controlling |
Misty (she/her)![]() |
The Innocent Grey Red Fox Soft spoken, often leaves most things to Vivian and Sandra Easily overwhelmed/overstimulated Close with Right Fox, trusting of Sandra, distant from Left Fox Also a therian like Vivian(s) |
Void (they/she)![]() |
The Remnant Feels mistreated by the other facets. Has only recently started coming back out after being repressed for a while for me to transition. Strained relationship with Vivian, barely even speaks with Sandra Desires safety, functionally similar to Sandra, but through methods that are more focused on repression and suppression than euphoria and exploration |
All facets are comfortable being referred to as Vivian |
I don't need anyone to acknowledge this. This whole thing is mostly internal. I prefer to function as a unified self. I am a singular person. I am Vivian.
Vivian just has facets. But I prefer to be called I, at least for now
I am simply a woman
This is mostly a way in which I've come to understand the structure of my own mind. I do not know why it is structured the way that it is, but it is nonetheless the way that it is.
Just call me Vivian, she/her. You needn't acknowledge or point out my plurality when conversing with me. I only place this on my page as it is important to my self-conceptualization, and to encourage others to explore these feeligns in themself if they find that they fit.
The mind is complicated. There is no central sense of self contained in any part of the mind. It is a fragmented mess of neurons that are loosly hooked together. Everyone has some level of fragmentation, as the mind is built in this way
I have always been plural
From my youngest memories, I recall facets of myself within my mind. Different voices speaking to me.
The voices were my own, they were not anything external. All were my own, the thoughts were just segmented and split. I was conversing with myself
I thought this typical. I still think that it is, however, the facets were more well-defined than I admitted for a long time
I occupy different states at different times. I lose track of my thoughts and snap into states where I feel distant from my own emotions as I felt them a moment before
This is plurality
I am still coming to understand myself as plural
We are still coming to understand ourselves as plural?
The label works, the understanding fits, the metaphor of fronting fits.
I am plural
A few comics that I've come to enjoy that helped me in understanding myself in this regard are cuteosphere's brain bunnies' comics and gray/Dupe's Plain or Simple
You can read up a bit more on the concept of plurality here